What are you thinking?

I'm relieved that I finally replied to the guy I met this weekend. The ball is in his court. I don't need to be anxious about what he meant, if he responds, it means something to him. If not, at least I know.

 

So I'm watching the first episode of "I Am Cait", and I'm hoping the rest of these episodes are as good as the premiere. This is definitely getting trans issues into the spotlight, and if this series helps one trans teenager think to themselves "you know, maybe it does get better", and stops them from harming themselves, Caitlyn is definitely a hero.

 

I feel sick all that time, I hate this stupid life

 

I wonder how some of the anonymous posters in the 'Let someone know you're thinking of them' thread feel when another anonymous person replies to their post 'on the off chance that this is you' - because personally, if someone did that to me, I would be really creeped out. I also marvel that the people replying don't stop and think about this. Sigh.

This is why I no longer post there anonymously. So that there is no room for doubt.

 

I'm in need of exercise I'm full of energy

 

Another day, another dollar. I'm not sure what my dad's reaction to me telling him that it's not socially acceptable to not wear pants would be, but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be good.

 

Feeling slightly hopeless, I keep hoping the psychiatrist will finally send that referral instead of taking his time... I know it hasn't been that long in terms of time but I just want to get a move on with this stuff...

 

Thinking about my girlfriend who's on an open air since today. I'm happy for her but I always miss her after such an short time. Haven't seen her since friday and I feel lonely and count the days till she's back. I feel like I miss her too much...

 

So apparently I picked a good time to go to the gym, just so many attractive guys today!

 

I wonder what being locked in a headlock by Tom Daley would feel like. I wanna find out...

 

im taking over general

 

Hmm this is a moral question and i think he would appreciate it. I Keep getting spam emails from my deceased boyfriend's email account and i am since thinking of getting into to clean out the spam and take care of the account for him. I am not sure though if i should or not.

 

That's kind of relieving to hear. I was slightly creeped out lol
Usually I finish things I start.

 

Why should I keep fighting?

 

"I love you and I want to be with you, and nobody can stop us. Not my mother, not Marianne, and not even the school board..... or the president of the Americas!" - Easy A

 

I'm a great catch, so why am I still single? Why am I stuck in town with so few bi/lesbian women? I've waited so long to come out and I'm getting nowhere romantically. It's frustrating.

 

It's one pm and I just got up. Ugh... I need to stop getting to bed so late...

 

I hate the head administrator for my major so much that I just skip getting even crucial forms signed when her assistant isn't around.

I'm not sure if that says more about me or about her. :lol:

 

Ugh, its sooo hot!!

 

I found out that there's a difference between being an introvert and being shy. Very interesting, I think. You can be an introvert who isn't shy or an extrovert who is shy.

But of course, I'm both introverted and shy. No wonder I have no social skills whatsoever :tears: