What are you thinking?

My classmates and I are getting our ATAR (the score used to determine university entry) estimates in less than a month. It's getting stressful (especially given that parents are present during the interviews), but it's helping bring my year group closer together.

 

Hurt.

 

~big hugs~ I'm sorry you are feeling hurt, I hope it gets better for you. (*hug*)

 

You know I can't do a freaking thing right these days. I won't get into it, but I can't even have fun like I want to. Uggh. Stupid health gets in the way of everything. Why does my body hate me?????

 

Sorry, thanks (*hug*)

edit: oh, i forgot i havent been studying languages either. fuck

 

"What an arrogant bastard," I think to myself, before quickly remembering that I am also an extremely arrogant bastard.

 

I would really love to get myself a little companion.. Like a little puppy perhaps.. That might make me from feeling lonely lately.

 

I woke up two hours before schedule leaving time and I still managed to run late?

Now I'm on the bus feeling sorry for myself again. At least playing a card game with friends instead of actually getting ready made me feel better, sort of.

 

An hour and a half till the holidays...

 

i done did it yaaay. i called masterlock and told them about the safespace case and they're gonna send a new one

soo there we go. mum wanted me to call them and i did it so now she's not gonna get angry at me for not callin

and i used my voice from my chest(which i've noticed takes less effort to use and sounds a little more male than before T) and yeah, usin that voice since my voice really hasnt changed yet helps in talkin on the phone


so i think what mum's gonna do is when we get the new case, is take it back to the store she got the other one from and get her money back.

and then we're gonna remove the old case from the chair somehow. prolly by cuttin thru the cord

 

Charger thief.

 

I need to bring a jacket next time I commute to work. It was chilly this morning.

 

gawd mum is just amazing

so mum is sayin sumthin about this one cat. again the whole "pickin on girls" shit

and i'm like "let's not be sexist"

and she's sayin sumthin along the lines of guys shouldn't sumthin-sumthin(i dont remember... hit beat sumthin along those lines)

and i forget, but at one point i'm like sayin it implies as if girls cant take care of themselves

and then mum's like sayin sumthin about how a big guy, woman doesn;t stand a chance

and i'm like (as she's leavin to go outback to take care of the cats in the sheds) yeah cuz all guys are big

and i woulda went on more and said shit about small guy vs big guy, and there are women who can take care of themselves, and not all guys can defend themselves and so on--(and not to mention, there are people who who are smaller than their attacker/opponent who can take them on)

but she's outback sooo

i'm just so sick of this sexist shit. it hurts everyone. there are so many different factors and variations and to just have this unequal shit of guys shouldn't hit girls is so ridiculous

no one should hit anyone? unconsensual violence wise obviously

 

Cat sleeping in my shoulder.

 

I find myself in that incredibly awkward moment when a builder employed by my parents could, potentially, blackmail me...

 

What happened?

 

He walked up to the balcony and found that myself and a few friends were indulging in the pleasures of a certain Class B drug. He strongly advised us to keep the house well ventilated and he probably meant well but every time I see him I feel paranoid as he could tell my parents at any moment :/

 

I'm thinking of doing another ####### voice recording and reading off a made up traffic report (since people claim that my accent is neutral) :lol:

 

Ah, that is rather awkward. It's probably fine, though. How much longer is his contract?

 

I'm hungry, and i miss him... also i'm hungry, maybe i should eat. Darn it, where is he?!

Oh, my tea is ready, brb.

Wonder what music i should listen to today... Oh puppy *snuggle*, so... music!