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  1. Madgoddess

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    Ten points to whomever gets the reference.

    Hello!

    Here's a bit about myself. I'm madgoddess, and I'm in love with the Elder Scrolls series.

    I'm also nearly twenty four and have the coolest son ever. He loves to wear my pretty shirts and pretend he's Elsa while wearing a Burger King crown an wearing his blue necklace with a great big snow flake on it.

    I'm in a straight marriage.

    I joined here because I've come to the conclusion that I'm more than just "fascinated" by women. I love them. But due to where I'm at in life and my love for my husband, I'm doomed to be married to a man that loves me unconditionally.

    Please excuse the terrible an off-putting intro. My job switched us to overnights and I'm lacking sleep right now.

    I'm hoping to maybe meet some people who are in the same situation as I, and I can get some support and help with coping.
     
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    Well, hello your son sounds cool and about "questioning and being in a straight marriage" thing these usually take time and patience to sort through, have you talked to your husband about your questioning?
     
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  3. Madgoddess

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    When we met six years ago, he knew I identified as bisexual.

    We married a year and a half ago, and near our one-year anniversary I realized he's the only man I've ever really loved, I suppose. I told him I wanted to experiment with women, and he confessed he's terrified of me leaving him for a woman. A legitimate concern, in retrospect.

    I cut off ties with a close female friend who confessed she loved me, because of that reason. I had feelings for her as well.

    I still regret it.
     
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    Hello and welcome to EC! :smilewave It's a pleasure to meet you. Please feel free to ask questions and make commentary as they are both highly valued on this site :slight_smile:.
     
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  5. Madgoddess

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    Hello, and thanks!!
     
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    Welcome Madgoddess!


    .....I sometimes pretend I'm Elsa too..........and I'm 28.
     
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    so, you want to be with a women now? sorry for the directness and budging, if this is not all right
     
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    That's okay. I sing "Let it Go" at LEAST six times a day.

    @Peacemaker- I just want to be happy, actually. I want to give it a shot, give it a real try and see if I'm happier.
     
    #8 Madgoddess, Jul 24, 2014
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    Cheese for everybody!

    You sound like a cool mom, I expressed a desire to do that same exact thing ever since I was little, but she basically said that boys clothing is meant to be boring, and maybe when I was older I could wear what I wanted. 18 at the moment, and I would wear whatever I wanted if my mom could afford to do the laundry. My grandmother does it for us.

    I'm sorry about your situation though, you sound stuck. I don't really know how open you and your husband are to this idea, but maybe you could have a threesome or something, other than that you're desires for women will have to stay in your mind. I'm given to understand that there are pictures of nude women on the internet, most made for straight men, but there are some for lesbians.
     
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    Welcome, and u are not alone, I have surpressed my desires for women all my life, till I fell in love with one at school , im happily married, a straight marriage, I dont plan to leave my husband or experiment really. We have 3 young kids and I feel its too late , I cant hurt my family either. I am sad , but if I dont think about her im ok, I know I will get over her with time. If you can tell your husband go for it, my husband is sweet and sensitive , it would crush him.
     
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    @ Wuggums-Oh god, that last part made me crack up!

    Trust me, I have more bare ladies in my phone than my husband does lol

    And whatever makes my son happy. I love him, and seeing his happy face is worth it.

    @scared- I don't think I'll ever tell my husband either. Not fully. I already asked to experiment. He said no.
     
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    Hello!
     
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    Hi!!
     
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    Welcome to EC! :grin:

    Lots of love,
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    Welcome to EC! It's always nice to meet a fellow gamer :slight_smile: I hope that you find the answers you seek here and can find peace no matter what path you decide.
     
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    You are very brave to ask madgoddess. Maybe in about 5 years after im done university and college and im financially independant , because I have been a stay home mother for years. If I meet someone else and we fall in love and feel its real I might have more courage to pursue it.
     
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    Hey and welcome to EC I hope you enjoy your time here and that you make new friends who will both advise and support you in your efforts to come to terms with your sexuality. Also I hope that you are able to share your experiences both past and future with this wonderful community and equally amazing members.

    Good luck :slight_smile:
    If you ever need a friend don't hesitate to contact me :slight_smile:
     
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    Welcome to EC
     
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    hI
     
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    Welcome~! ^.^
     
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